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2006/12/10
隐形的翅膀
每一次
都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次
就算很受伤
也不闪泪光
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
飞过绝望
不去想
他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见
每天的夕阳
也会有变化
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
给我希望
我终于
看到
所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻
歌声多嘹亮
我终于
翱翔
用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风
就飞多远吧
隐形的翅膀
让梦恒久比天长
留一个
愿望
让自己想象 2006/9/17 记得那一天
上帝安排我们见了面
我知道我已经看到了春天
记得那一天
带着想你的日夜期盼
迫切地不知道何时再相见
记得那一天
等待在心中点起火焰
我仿佛看到了命运的终转
记得那一天
你像是丢不掉的烟
弥漫着我再也驱赶不散
那一天那一天
我丢掉了你
像个孩子失去了心爱的玩具
那一天那一天
留在我心里
已烙上了印
永远无法抹去
生命在故意和我周旋
(在和我周旋)
给你一个难忘的瞬间
(难忘的瞬间)
却想让她成为幸福永远
(继续永远)
那天你走出我的视线
再也没有出现
2006/9/7
也许告别夜店很久了，8点走入后海，虽已歌舞升平，却没有了以前的那份心境，感觉已不象以往，平静的走着却平添了一份惬意。但参加酒巴婚礼这还是第一次。
新郎——傻扬，十四年的友情。我们初中相识，老大、老高、傻扬、我和拉克五个单纯的男孩，如今依旧真实普通的几个男人，几个对爱情都充满向往，为爱努力,忠贞的男人，虽很少见面，但14年的感情在延续，无法言表的默契和牵挂。可惜今天老高在广东出差无法请假，不能到场，让兄弟们都多了份遗憾。
百龄坛酒巴——第一次进交友酒巴。签到，拥抱，落座，一切走着婚礼前的程式。8点28分，婚礼开始。看着傻扬一脸幸福，抱着比他体重还重的媳妇大人，真有种羡慕在心头，憧憬着自己未来的新娘，这种思绪始终缠绕在我平静的心态中。
其实傻扬的婚姻起初我并不看好，可能是自己感情的失败，可能是感觉这个女人配不上我那个对感情执着的兄弟，可能是外表，可能是这女人的性格太过强势而我的兄弟却太过平和。但不管怎样，经历了3年，他俩在今天让朋友们见证着他们幸福的延续，依旧让我开心，为兄弟开心。
婚礼虽在酒巴，但少不了整蛊新人的游戏，随声附和的起哄，努力的帮兄弟烘托气氛。期间大屏幕上播放着新人在一起时记录的影象，一个男人为爱曲膝求婚，让我能理解了傻扬对自己爱人的感情和那份执着。自尊，金钱，权利等等一切在爱面前都变得一文不值。
推杯换盏，表演，游戏，新人忙碌的象是在演舞台剧。我们不忍心过多的打扰，安静的坐在酒巴的角落，看着傻扬，为他的幸福开心。终于傻扬回到了我们身边，傻扬带着新娘程式化的敬我们酒。畅饮过后，傻扬第一次象个男人似的命令媳妇先去其他座位，这个男人想在此时能多和10多年的兄弟坐坐，分享他的那份幸福。此时的气氛变的凝重。那份默契真的存在，老高正巧从广东打来电话祝贺，电话的这头，傻扬哭了，一个男人哭的是那么彻底，抱着电话听着远方兄弟的祝福，撒娇似的“责怪”着老高不该不亲自到场。其实大家明白，是朋友间的那份感情让傻扬感动。此时的我们，开着玩笑的哄着新郎。而此时，几个男人的情绪默契的低沉，可能我太过感性，想到了我们走过的14年，也许是走进社会了我有点远离了友情，当这份友情真实的在我身边时，我终于控制不住了自己，几个往日坚强的人哭成了一团。举杯，让电话那头的老高听到，如我们五个男人在一起，为我们的友情干杯~ ……喝高了，郁闷……兄弟结婚了，开心！我的爱情在哪里…… 2006/8/23
继续着往复的夜班，等稿子时不经意的翻看着自己和好友的空间，又想写点什么了，但思绪好象混乱，感觉象在涂鸦，也许拼凑起来会很美，就当是种心路痕迹吧。
当然写什么放在空间里，并非是为了什么，文字是种沟通，而非炫耀！可能是最近心灵又茫然的没了方向，而此刻我喜欢用文字的方式宣泄，安静而释放。其实写这东西，有时觉得不太爷们，太过细腻的性格有时让我厌烦自己，但又享受着这份不为别人所感受的思想释放。
年少轻狂仿佛离我而去，又好象从没真的来过，刚步入社会时想靠自己去证明什么，得到什么，却发现自己的想法发生着转变。人有时应该把自己看的普通一些，总认为自己与众不同其实只是无法看清我自己。人其实是普通的，只是想做不普通的事，而非我们与众不同，其实是在往复着普通的经历。当然，人不该太过自卑，人人都想鹤立鸡群，而能做的只有努力。一直以来，我都努力的在工作，耗尽自己的全部把工作当作事业。而过程中，其实心境并非平和。天平座性格的人仿佛天生就会自我调节自己，让自己更加顺利的走过自己情绪的波动。有时，我惧怕了这种往复的生活，感觉青春如手上的香烟一点点燃尽。看着以前的照片和镜中的自己，发现那个人居然眼神已经迷茫，身心疲惫。有时我把这种迷茫归罪于没有爱情。
爱情……
爱情仿佛始终不能一帆风顺……
回想过去，最该珍惜的大学爱情，让我幼稚的放弃了，总以为自己这个一无所有的傻小子怎么给自己心爱的女人带来幸福。当步入社会独立时，想要挽回错失的情感，而女主角却出国深造并有了新的爱人，唯一给我留下的就是终生抹不去的遗憾和伤痛……
而后纷至沓来的爱情，不知那种心境是否是有爱在里面，让我仿佛对爱麻木，甚至惧怕。那种痛撤心扉的疼难以言表。抵触情感，回避爱情成了我懦弱的处理方式。身边哥们一一的找到真爱，有的相爱一生以婚姻为承诺，有的在女人中游走，频繁着换着“女友”，让我真的矛盾了，不知世上是否还有那个让我珍惜，值得珍惜，用一生努力去呵护的女人。但其实真的渴望自己能有个心爱的人，值得牵挂的人，用心呵护。但从没追过女孩的我，不得方法，腼腆的象个孩子……
亲情……
自从老姐嫁人后，感受到了男人对家庭的责任。看着父母仿佛一夜就变老了，身体是那么脆弱，尽量的陪在他们的身边，仿佛心里多了份塌实，但却仿佛也多了份对未来的迷茫……
借着外甥女上学前的机会，提议把父母的房子重新装修一下，两个月的辛苦没有白费，看着新屋新家具，感觉心里又多了份塌实。昨晚，母亲突然肠炎难忍，凌晨在医院看到母亲难受的样子，心里真的很心疼，也许这么说又显得我太过细腻了，但真的如此身受，父母——最需要我的亲人~ 也许，装修期间，我忽略了太多的友情，相信朋友们不会介意。呀，可能是快下班了，涂鸦不下去了，先凑合发上去吧，哈哈，改天写个好的，嘎嘎~ 2006/3/20
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112 Feat. Notorious B.I.G. - Only You (remix)
2 Pac - California Love (Instrumental)
2 Pac - Can't C Me
2Pac - California Love (Ft. Dr.Dre)
2Pac - Ru Still Down- (Remember Me) - R U Still Down- (Remeber Me)
2pac - Tu Pac - Changes
2Pac - California Love Remix (Instru)
2pac - Why They Call You [***]
2pac & Spice 1 - One Day At A Time Geras 1er
2pac f/Notorious BIG - Runnin'
2Pac feat. Biggie - Get It On In
50 Cent - 21 Questions
50 cent eminem all i have remix
50 Cent - In Da Club
50 Cent - In Da Club (beyonce remix)
50 Cent - In da club (Instrumental)
50 Cent - In The Hood
50 Cent BIG Eminem - 50 Big Eminem-The Realest Rmx (Dirty)
50 Cent Dmx Ice Cube - In Da Club Remix
50 Cent vs. 2 Pac - In Da California Love Club
50 Cent, EMINEM - Heads
50 Cent, Fabolous, Joe Budden - In Da Club (Remix)
69 Boys - Tootsee Roll
A tribe called Quest - Left My Wallet
Aaliyah Ft. Jay-Z - Miss You (Remix)
Alicia Keys - Heartburn
Alicia Keys - Fallin
Annie Lennox - Don't Let It Bring You Down
Another Level - Freak Me
Arrested Development - Everyday People
Ashanti - Foolish
Ashanti - Happy
ASHANTI - Intro
Ashanti - Rock With You
Avant - Separated
Avant & Kel - Separated (Remix)
B2K - Bump Bump Bump
B2K feat. Fabolous - Bada Boom
B Real, Busta Rhymes, Coolio, LL Cool J & Method Man - Hit 'em High
Barry White - Practice What You Preach
Beenie Man - Fresh From Yard
Benzino - Rock The Party
Benzino Ft Untouchables - Untouchable
Beyonce Missy Elliott, MC Lyte, Free - Fighting Temptation
Beyonce Knowles feat. Jay-Z - Crazy In Love
Beyonce - Baby Boy ft Sean Paul
BEYONCE - CRAZY IN LOVE INSTRUMENTAL
Beyonce - Naughty Girl
Biggie and Puffy - Hypnotize
Black Eyed Peas - Hey Mama
Black Eyed Peas - Shut Up
Black Eyed Peas Feat. Justin T - Where is the Love
Black Rob - Like Whoa!
BlackStreets , Dre - No Diggity
Blu Cantrell - Breathe (Sean Paul Remix)
Blu Cantrell - Breathe (Tower X Remix)
Blue - All Rise
Blue - Fly By
Blue - One Love
BLUE - One Love Octive Remix
Blue - U Make Me Wanna
Bone Crusher ft. T.I. & Killer Mike - Never Scared
Britney Spears ft. Madonna - Me Against The Music
Bow Wow - Take Ya Home
Bow Wow - That`s My Name
Bow Wow - Bounce With Me-Extended LP Mix
Busta Rhymes - Break Ya Neck
busta rhymes & dmx - Put Your Hands Up (Remix)
Busta Rhymes feat Mariah Carey - I Know What You Want
Busta Rhymes Feat. Chingy & Fa - Shorty
Busta Rymes feat ODB - Woo Ha (remix)
CAM'RON - Hey ma
camron - oh boy(remix)
Case & Foxy Brown - Touch Me , Tease Me
Chaka Demus & Pliers - Tease Me
Chaka Demus & Pliers - Murder She Wrote
Chingy - He's Here
Chingy / Snoop - Holiday Inn
Chingy - Jackpot
Chingy - Right Thurr
Chingy - Right Thurr Remix
Chingy ft. Ludacris - Right Thurr Remix
Christina Aguilera - Can't Hold Us Down (Feat. Lil' Kim)
Christina Aguilera - Come On Over Baby (Video Edit)
Christina Aguilera - Fighter
christina milian - when you look at me
Christina/Mya/Pink/Lil' Kim - Lady Marmalade
CHUMBAWAMBA - TUBTHUMPING
Clipse f/Pharrell Williams - Grindin'
Coolio - I like Girls
Coolio - Gangsters Paradise
Coolio - Ooh La La
Coolio & George Clinton - Atomic Dog (remix)
Craig David - 7 Days
Craig David - Rendezvous
Craig David - Rise and Fall
Craig David - Time To Party
Craig David - Walking Away
craig david ft twista-whats your flava (remix)
Craig David ft. Mos Def - 7 Days (Remix)
Craig Mack, PD, BIG, LL, Busta - Flava In Ya Ear (remix)
Crooklyn Clan - Let's Get Ill
Crooklyn Clan (Faith Evans) - Love Like This (Remix)
Cutmaster C - Where Da Hood At (remix) {Feat. DMX, Swizz Beatz, Red Cafe & Gravy}
Cypress Hill - Insane In The Brain
Cypress Hill - Just Another Victim (Tazz)
Cypress Hill - Latin Thugs
Cypress Hill - Lowrider
Cypress Hill - Superstar
Cypress Hill/funkdoobiest - Wopbabalubop (Soul Assassins Remix)
D12 - Aint Nothing But Music
D12 - Fight Music
D12 - My Band
D12 - **** Can Happen
Da Brat - Im In Love Wit Chu
Dante Thomas - Miss California
David Banner - Choose Me
David Banner - Get Down (Like A Pimp) (feat. Lil Flip)
David Craig - 7 Days Remix
Delinquent Habits - Return of Tre Delinquentes
Delinquent Habits - The Kind
Destiny's Child - Bootylicious
Destiny's Child - Independent Woman Part I
Destiny's Child - Jumpin' jumpin' (so so def remix)
Destiny's Child - Say My Name
Destiny's Child - Survivor
Diana King - Shy Guy
Diana King - Shy Guy (Ver 2)
DIWALI RIDDIM - Sean Paul - Get Busy
DJ Dead-M - D-Generation X 2002
DJ Doc - Bounce with Me
DJ DOC - Run To You
DJ Hardwell vs Eminem & Drunkenmunky - Without Me (Trance Bubbling Remix)
DJ HMD & Daddy K - The Nest Episode And More
DJ J - Nelly - Dilemma enhanced Big Poppa remix
DJ Kool - Let Me Clear My Throat
DJ Kool - Old School Remix
DJ Poly (Remix) - Dr. Dre vs Aaliyah
DJ Rectangle - Eminem Mix
DJ Xela - Got your money Remix
DJ XELA - HARD KNOCK LIFE RAGGA REMIX
DJ Zonor-Rare Eminem VS 2pac VS DMX VS Busta Rhymes VS LL Cool J VS Dr.Dre VS Snoop
DMX - Get It On The Floor
DMX - Its All Good , Its All Right
DMX - Party Up (instru)
DMX - RAP DMX - WE RIGHT HERE(INSTR)
DMX - Ruff Ryder's Anthem
DMX - Where The Hood At (Instrumental)
DMX - Where The Hood At? (Dirty)
DMX - X Gonna Give It To Ya
DMX Feat. 50 Cent And Styles P - Shot Down
DMX Vs. Micheal Jackson - Billy Jean (Hard Remix)
DMX-05-WE RIGHT HERE
DMX-PARTY UP
Doggystyle All Stars - Doh Doh
Dr. Dre - The Watcher
Dr. Dre - The Next Episode (Instrumental)
Dr. Dre - Xplosive (2pac remix)
Dr. Dre f. Snoop Dogg - The Next Episode (Wicked Mix - Uncut)
Dr. Dre feat Ice Cube - Ring Ding Dong
Dr. Dre , Eminem - The Real Thong Song
Dr. Dre,Lox,Eve,Drag-On, DMX - What's The Difference (Remix)
Dr. Dre - [***] Please - (instrumental)
Dr. Dre, Xzibit, Eminem - What's The Difference (Instru)
Dr.Dre - I Just wanna **** You
Dr.Dre & 2Pac & Nas & DMX - The Next Episode (Prizefighter remix)
Dre - THE NEXT EPISODE
E 40 - Automatic
E 40 - One Night Stand
Easy-E - Gimme 'Dat Nut
Eazy-E - Only If You Want It
EMINEM - E! True Hollywood Mix Tape
EMINEM - Bully
EMINEM - Business
EMINEM - Can I [***]
EMINEM - Come On In
EMINEM - Doe Rae Me
EMINEM - Go to Sleep
EMINEM - Hellbound
EMINEM - I love You More
EMINEM - KIM
Eminem - Lose Yourself (Remix)
EMINEM - Marshall Mathers
EMINEM - Monkey See Monkey Do
EMINEM - Nail In The Coffin
EMINEM - Quitter
EMINEM - Square Dance
EMINEM - STAN
Eminem - Superman (Instrumental)
Eminem - Superman (Remix)
EMINEM - The Cross
EMINEM - The Real Slim Shady (Vanilla Ice Remix)
EMINEM - White America
Eminem - Without Me
Eminem - Without me (B.A.S.S. remix)
Eminem - Without Me (Disco Bootleg Remix)
EMINEM - Without Me (instru)
Eminem - Without Me (Live 2002 MTV)
Eminem - Without Me (Techno Remix)
EMINEM , Dre , Snoop , Xzibit - [***] Please II
Eminem Feat. Missy Elliot - Bus A Rhyme
EMINEM vs BRITNEY SPEARS - Oops! Slim Shady Did It Again
Eminem - Without Me (oldschool remix)
Eminem ,DMX, and Ice Cube - The Real Slim Shady vs. Party Up
Eminem, DMX, Xzibit, Ja Rule, & 2Pac - [***] Please III
Eminem, Xzibit, BG, Dr.Dre, Snoop Dogg - Bling Bling [remix]
Erick Sermon - Music(Radio Edit)
erykah badu & common. - "Love of my life..."
Eve - got what you need feat drag on
Eve - Satisfaction
Eve - WHAT FEAT.TRUTH HURTS
Eve & Alicia Keys - Gansta Love
Eve & Fatboy Slim - Cowboy
Eve w/ Gwen Stefani - Let Me Blow Your Mind
Eve -Whos That Girl
Fabolous / Mase / Foxy Brown - Baby Baby Baby
Fabolous - I Can't Deny It
Fabolous - Into you
Fabolous - Sickalicious
Fabolous - Trade It All (remix)
Fabolous feat. Lil Mo - Can't Let You Go
Fat Joe - All I Need
Fat Joe, Eminem & Nas - Many Men (DJ Green Lantern Mix
Fat Joe, Ja Rule and Ashanti - What's Luv?
Fat Man Scoop - Put Ya Hands Up
Fatman Scoop - 1 2 3
Fatman Scoop - Ayo
Fatman Scoop - Another Banga
Fatman Scoop - Bad Boy For Life
Fatman Scoop - Club Banga 2004
Fatman Scoop - Handz Up
Fatman Scoop - It Takes Scoop
Fatman Scoop - Party Up Remix
Fatman Scoop - Kimnotize (reix)
Fatman Scoop - Get Your Hands Up
Fatman scoop - Crazy In Love Remix
Fatman Scoop - Terminator II
Fatman Scoop - WuTang Remix
Fatman Scoop Dj Kool - Party Anthem (Remix)
Feeling Freaky - Nick Cannon ft B2K
Freak Nasty - Da Dip
Fugee - Killing Me Softly
Fugee - Stayin' Alive
Fya - Must Be Love
George Clinton - Atomic Dog
George Michael - Last Christmas (HipHop REMIX)
G -Unit - Beg For Money (instrumental)
G -Unit - G'd Up
G -Unit - Poppin Them Thangs
G -Unit - Stunt 101
Ginuwine - Hell Yeah (remix)
Hard-E & Smooth B. - No Diggity (remix)
Heavy D and The Boys - More Bounce
HeavyBhangra.com - Panjabi MC vs 50 Cent - In The Morning
Hermes House Band - I Will Survive (Party Mix)
Holly Valance - Kiss Kiss
House of Pain - Jump Around
House of Pain - Jump Around [Cypress Hill remix]
Ice Cube, EMINEM, Dre, Snoop - Up In Smoke
Ice Cube - Friday
Ice Cube - Nigga You Love To Hate
Ice Cube - You Can Do It
Ice Cube & NWA - Hello
Ice Cube feat. DMX - We Be Clubbin'
Insane Clown Posse - Aint Nothing But a [***]
J-Kwon - Tipsy
J.Lo - Jenny From The Block
Janet Jackson - All For You
Ja Rule - Always On Time
Ja Rule - Between Me And You
Ja Rule - Clap Back
Ja Rule - FURIOUS
JA RULE - LIVIN` IT UP
Ja Rule - Mesmerize
Ja Rule - PUT IT ON ME REMIX
Ja Rule f. Ashanti - Down For U
Ja Rule f/ Lil Mo and Vita - Put It On Me
Ja Rule feat. Vita - Without My Baby
Jackson 5 - ABC
Jackson 5 - I Want You Back
Jagged Edge - Lets Get Married
Jagged Edge - Where Da Party At
Jamelia - Superstar
Jamelia - Thank You
Jay Z - I Just Wanna Love U (Give It To Me) (LP Version)
Jay-Z & Lil' Kim --- Peaches and Cream (Remix)
Jay-Z - Girl's Best Friend
Jay-Z ,Ja Rul , etc - Can I Get A **** You
Jay-Z ft. Beyonce - Bonnie And Clyde
jenifer lopez - - hey DJ play that song
Jennifer Lopez - 05 - Ain't it funny
Jennifer Lopez - All I Have
Jennifer Lopez - Baby I Love you
Jennifer Lopez - if you had my love
Jennifer Lopez - I'm Real (Remix)
JENNIFER LOPEZ - Let`s Get Loud
Jennifer Lopez - Loving You
jenifer lopez - The One
jenifer lopez - Love Dont Cost a Thing
JIN - Jin From The Block
JIN - Learn Chinese
Jinusean - A-Yo!
JLo F. Ja rule Aint it funny remix
Jon B & 2pac - R U Still Down
Jurassic 5 - What`s Golden
Justin Timberlake - Im Lovin It
Justin Timberlake - Like I Love You
Juvenile - Back That Thang Up
Kelis - Milkshake
Kelly Rowland - Cant Nobody
Kelly Rowland - Une Femme En Prison
Khia - K-wang (remix)
Khia - My Neck My Back (dirty Version)
Khia - YO MONEY YO KEYS
Kris Kross - Jump
KRS One - Step Into A World
KRS-One - Step Into My World remix
KRS-One - Sound Of da Police
KRS-One and DJ Premier - MC's Act Like They Don't Know
Kylie - Can`t Get You Out Of My Head
Kylie Minogue - Come Into My World
kanye west - Through The Wire
Lauryn Hill - Everything Is Everything
Las Ketchup -Ketchup Song (Xmas remix)
Lil Flip - Ft David Banner - Bout Our Money
Lil' Jon & The Eastside Boyz - Get Low
Lil Jon ft Mystikal Krazie Bone - I Dont Give A **** (Dirty)
Lil Kim & Lil Ceaz - Crush On You Remix
Lil' Kim & TLC & Missy Eliot - Not Tonight (Ladies Night)
Lil Kim Feat Mr Cheeks Timbaland - The Jump Off (Album Version)
Lil Romeo - I Dont Need a Girlfriend
LIL`KIM - MAGIC STICK
LL Cool J - Luv U Better
Los Del Rio - Macarena
Lucy Pearl - Dont Mess With My Man
Ludacris - Move [***]
Ludacris - Act A Fool (Dirty)
Lumidee - Never Leave You
Lumidee ft. Busta Rhymes & Fabolous - Uh Oh(remix)
M Beat - Incredible
M.C. Hammer - It's All Good!
Mack 10 - Connected For Life (ft Ice Cube & WC)
Macy Gray - I Try
Madonna - 03.Music
Madonna - Die Another Day
Mandy & Randy - Nothing's Gonna Stop Us
Mariah ft. Joe & 98 degrees - Thank God I Found You
Mariah Carey - Fantasy (ODB Remix)
Mariah Carey - Honey
Mariah Carey ft. Jay Z - Heartbreaker
Mark Morrison - Return Of The Mack
Marky Mark - Good Vibrations
Marques Houston - Pop That Booty
Marvin Gaye - Sexual Healing
Mary J Blige - Family Affair
Mary J Blige - Let Me Be The I Featuring 50 Cent
Mary J Blige - Love Ist Sight Featuring Method Man
Mary J Blige - Not Today Featuring Eve
Mary J. Blige - Ooh!
Mary Mary - Shackles (Praise You)
Mase - Feel So Good
Mase feat. Black Rob ,DMX ,Th - 24 hur.to live
Master P - Ohhh Wee
Master P - Rock It
MC Lyte - Cold rock a Party
MC Hammer - U Can't Touch This
Method Man, Mary J Blige - All I Need
Michael Jackson ft/Jay Z - You Rock My World(remix)
Micheal Jackson - Billy Jean
Micheal Jackson-You Rock My World (good version)
MISIA - Laila (remix)
Missy Elliot feat. Nelly Furta - Get Ur Freak On (Remix)
Missy Elliott - For My People
Missy Elliott - One Minute Man
Missy Elliott - Pass That Dutch (Explicit Version)
Missy Elliott - Work It
Missy Elliott - Work It ( G-Unit Remix)
Missy Elliott-Get Your Freak On
Misteeq - How we do it
Misteeq - Scandalous
Mobb Deep--Shook Ones (Part Two)(Instrumental)
Monica And DMX - Don't Gotta Go Home
Monifah - Touch It
Montell Jordan - This How We Do It
MOP - Ante Up
Mos Def Pharoahe Monch Nate Dogg - Oh No (dirty)
Mr. Cheeks ft. Floetry - Let's Get Wild
Ms Dynamite - It Takes More
Ms Dynamite - Dy Na Mi tee
Murphy Lee - Wat Da Hook Gon be
Murder Inc - Ride Wit Us
Mya / Blackstreet - Take Me There
Nas - I Can
Nas - Street Dreams
Nas Feat Jadakiss Ludacris - Made You Look Remix
Nas Feat. Bravehearts & Lil' Jon - Quick To Back Down
Naughty By Nature - Feel Me Flow
Naughty By Nature - HipHop Hooray
Naughty By Nature - OPP
Nelly - Dilemma
Nelly - E.I.
Nelly - Hot In Here
Nelly - On The Grind
Nelly - Ride Wit Me
Nelly feat. City - Ride Wit Me
Nelly feat. Kelly Rowland - Dilemma (Remix)
Nelly feat. Kelly Rowland - Dilemma (drum-n-bass Remix)
Nelly ft. Kelly Rowland - Dilemma (instrumental)
Nelly ft. Lil' Kim & Kelly R. - Dilemma (CN REMIX)
NELLY. feat. KELLY ROWLAND. - DILEMMA.(DV8 REMIX).
Nelly/P. Diddy/Murphy Lee - Shake Ya Tail Feather
Next - Too Close
Nick Cannon Feat. R. Kelly - Gigolo (Main)
Nivea - Don't Mess With My Man
Nore - Nothin'
Notorious B.I.G - Im going Back To Cali.
Notorious B.I.G. - Big Poppa
Notorious B.I.G. & 50 Cent - Realest Niggas
Notorious B.I.G. & Mase - We Won't Stop
NSYNC - I want you back
NWA - **** The Police (DJ Shadow Remix)
NWA w/ Easy E - Boys n tha Hood
Obie Trice - The Set Up
Obie Trice ft. Dr. Dre & Eminem - Body Guard
Ol Dirty Bastard - Got Your Money
Outkast - Hey Ya
Outkast - Ms Jackson
Outkact - The Way You Move
P. Diddy Feat. Notorious B.I.G - Victory 2004
P Diddy and The Bad Boy Family - I Need A Girl
Pharrell featuring Jay-Z - Frontin
Peter Pablo - Freek A Leek
PINK - Get This Party Started
Pink / Redman - Get This Party Started Remix
Play That Funky Music White Boy
Pras Michel feat. odb and mya - Ghetto Supastar
Puff Daddy - Come With Me
Puff Daddy and Mase - Can't Nobody Hold Me Down
Puff Daddy feat. Fait Evans - I'll be missing you
Puff Daddy, Notorious BIG ,Lil - It's All About The Bejamins
Punjabi MC - Work It (Remix)
Punjabi MC - Lose Yourself (remix)
Punjabi MC - Snoop Dogg Remix
Punjabi MC - Mundian To Bach Ke (Next Episode)
Punjabi MC Ft. Daz Dillinger - Backstabbers (Eastcoast Remix)
Punjabi MC - DMX Anthem Bhangra Remix
Punjabi MC feat. Jay-Z - Beware Of The Boys(Mundian To Bach KE)
Quad City Dj's - Come On n Ride That Train
Redman - Lets Get Dirty
Room 5 - Make Love
Rubben Studdard - Sorry 2004
Run DMC - Peter Piper
Ruff Endz - No More
Salt-N-Pepa - Let's Talk About Sex
Salt-N-Pepa - Push it
Samantha Mumba - Always Come Back To Your Love
Santana - Maria Maria
Sarah Conner - Lets Get Back To Bed Boy
Sarah Conner - Bounce
Sarah Conner - He's Unbelievable
Sarah Conner - French Kisses
Save The Last Dance Soundtrack - 13 - Montell Jordan - Get It On Tonight
Save The Last Dance Soundtrack - I see your true colors
Sean Paul - Gimme The Light
Sean Paul feat. Busta Rhymes - Gimme The Light Remix
Sean Paul Ft Fatman Scoop - Get Busy-(Remix)
Shade Sheist feat. Nate Dogg- Where I wanna be (explicit)
Shaggy - Boombastic
Shaggy - Hey Sexy Lady
Shaggy - Oh Carolina
Shaggy - It Wasn't Me
Shaggy - Luv Me Luv Me
Shaggy - Shaggy - Angel
Shaggy and Ali G - Me Julie
Shaggy ft. Sean Paul - Hey Sexy Lady ReMiX
Shakira - Whenever Wherever
Shawn Desman - Get Ready
Slick Rick - Children's Story
Smith ,Will - Gettin`Jiggy Wit It
Smith ,Will - Summertime
Snoop Dogg - Welcome to The Church MIXTAPE
Snoop Dog - Sad But True
Snoop Dogg - We Will Rock You (remix)
Snoop Doggy Dog - Whats My Name
Snoop Doggy Dogg - Gin and Juice
Stand Clear - Adam F
Stella Soleil - Kiss Kiss Remix
SWV feat. Lil' Cease - Love Like This
Tag Team - Whoop There It Is
Tamia - It's A Party
Tarkan - Kiss Kiss (Arabic)
Tatu - All the Things She Said
Tatu - Not Gonna Get Us
Thalis - I Want you
Tha Eastsidaz - G'd Up
The Notorious B.I.G. - Dead Wrong Feat. Eminem
Tigerstyle with Kaka Bhania - Nachna Onda Nei
Timberland / Missy E & Magoo - Cop That Disk
TLC - Baby Baby Baby
TLC - NO SCRUBS
TLC Feat Clipse - Hands Up (Remix)
Tone Loc - Funky Cold Medina
Toni Braxton - He Wasn't Man Enough
Total feat Puff Daddy - Kissing You (Remix)
Truth Hurts - Addictive (f. Rakim)
Truth Hurts - Ready Now
Tu Pac & Jodeci - How Do You Want It
Tupac & Dr Dre - California love
Tupac & Dr Dre - California Love1
Tu Pac - Hit Em Up
Tupac Shakur - Hail Mary
Tupac Shakur - Me Against The World
Tupac with Eminem - One Day At A Time (Em's Version) (Feat. The Outlawz)
Tu-Pac ,Snoop Doggy Dog - Gangsta Party
Tupac/Dr Dre - California Love 1998 RMX.mp3
Tweet / Fabolous - Oops Oh My
Twista - Slow Jam
Usher /Lil' Jon , Ludacris - Yeah
Uncle Kracker - Drift Away
Vanessa Williams - Love is
Various Artists - California (Wrestlemania 2000's Theme)
W.C ft. Snoop, Xzibit - The Streets (remix)
WC ft. Nate Dogg - The Streets
Westlife - My Girl
White Stripes - Seven Nation Army
Whitney Houston - My Love Is Your Love
Will Smith - Black Suits Coming
Will Smith - Boom Shake The Room
Wyclef Jean - Oh What A Night
Wyclef Jean / Missy E - Party To Damascus
WWF - D-generation X
WWF Aggression - Snoop Dogg & W.C. - Stone Cold
WWF Agression- DX - 01 - Run DMC
Xzibit - Symphony in X Major
Xzibit feat. Snoop Dogg - X
Ying Yang - Salt Shaker
Zap & Roger - More Bounce To The Ounce | | 2006/2/21 爱情陀螺
爱情在我看来就象个陀螺，不停的旋转着！
人生充满了曲折，陀螺在人生凹凸不平的表面上旋转的总是那么的艰难！文人
笔下的沧海桑田，海枯石烂并不能让陀螺增加动力！反倒是我们这些脆弱的人类
可以给它力量，在人的努力呵护下陀螺才能继续旋转。但不平的表面有时候却让
人类的努力适得其反。越是努力呵护，反倒破坏了陀螺旋转的规则，缩短了陀螺
旋转的时间，使努力白费，使爱情失去了颜色。但陀螺旋转过，爱情精彩过。我
们看到了陀螺旋转的美妙，享受到了爱情的各种味道！有时候这种失去的凄美才
是刻骨铭心的，才是在我们人生篇章中的精彩之笔。
爱情是相互的，一人之力永不能和两人携手相比。在爱看来更是如此！陀螺在经历
了起速，激情，延续，渐缓最后停止。2个陀螺的旋转在同一份爱情经历的表面旋转
磨合。磨合到位就会共振，就如爱情中的共鸣般美妙。磨合出现问题则会打乱陀螺
的原有旋转规则，两败俱伤。但也不乏一方迁就一方的例子，但这种旋转只会让
两个陀螺的旋转都改变规则，即使能长久旋转,也不会有那份激情，不会在人生
中划过深刻印记！
爱情陀螺旋转着，不管是一个，还是两个，还是更多。就如人心中的爱一样，可能是
一份，可能是两份，可能是更多。人们在爱的故事中扮演着不同的角色，体会着
爱情的各种滋味，无论是苦是甜，是一帆风顺还是充满险阻，人们都乐此不疲，用
自己的大脑理解着爱的真谛，诠释着爱的含义！单相思，彼此深爱，还是处处留情。人们
用自己的方式在爱着！每个人心中都有一份心动的爱情！人们不会顾及别人的看法，大胆
的爱着！为爱拼争着！无论做什么，都是为了爱而努力着！
但一切仿佛都不会完美。自然的变化是人力不可抗争的。爱你一万年这样的话只是表达
爱意的一种夸张。但能和彼此都深爱对方的人相守到老，在我看来是人世中最完美的经历了！
爱你的人和你爱的人始终不能合二为一。人们拼命的寻找，也许一辈子都无处找寻，最后从
中选一，也可满足，自我安慰。但在我看来能够找到彼此相爱的人就已是幸福，能和彼此相爱
的人共享爱情，即使是以秒来计算在我看来已是奢侈！如能相伴一生则是完美！
人是一种贪婪的动物，对爱也是！欲望不可能停止！完美终在追寻！爱情陀螺旋转着！它让
人们正视自己！扫净人身上龌龊的脏东西！纯净的旋转着！爱情陀螺不是永动机，旋转不可能
一成不变，但我们要求它旋转的时间不长，只一生！爱你所爱的人，理解爱你的人，不要让
他或他们失望。活出你的精彩，让陀螺旋转的美丽！让划出的印记深刻！ 2006/2/20 独行
寂静的路，黑色的夜
独自徘徊在无人的街
满天星辰，陪我过夜
你是否也已孤枕难眠
天变光明，人变清醒
太阳温暖寒冷的心灵
满心疲惫，不愿前行
心中的伤口仍未抚平
你的残忍，你的无情
往昔的你我相随如影
残忍的割断心中的感情
孤独的你我独影独行
珍重MY DARLING，再会我的感情
珍重MY DARLING，熄灭我的热情
告别我那爱情精灵
温暖那寒冷的心灵
珍重MY DARLING，再会我的感情
珍重MY DARLING，熄灭我的热情
以后的道路将独行
寻找那亮丽的风景！
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